Dinosaurs Say Rawr

   What a beautiful day. Formed and fashioned for the one I love. To cherish him and to celebrate. Unfortunately, he had to work late yesterday. But the 5 hours that I did get to spend with him were some of the greatest moments that I could ask for. 

   My best friend. What he brings into this world is just so much for me to bask in. And even more so when I remind myself that each day is his choice. His choice to choose me over and over again. And he does. I love giving all that I can to him. A helpful hand, my love, money I can barely gather. The night spent beneath the lanterns getting to commune and look in his eyes for the millionth time, it never gets old. Even though he might be. (; He's my antique. (Speaking of antiques, I had a chance to thrift a tea cup and dress that perfectly matched his outfit!)

   I love you, Javier Hollow Giovanni Cobos. 

The 17th

  Bad quality photos to capture the small moments I know will mean so much to me for days and probably until I forget them far in the future. Bonding moments are my favorite. I cherish every time I can laugh with my future girls, sit down in a boba place and just talk one on one, try on crazy matching clothes, or get the privilege to do my beautiful future sis' make up, or car rides in these stages in my life of me almost having my license but still having to be picked up. I especially love spontaneous trips, and much more when they're to Ikea at night. Or to get a shamrock shake for St. Patty's Day. I can just feel great things about to happen. Big things. And not just for dumb reasons like getting food spontaneously but a far greater meaning than that.  And the days where I feel comfortable in my own skin and around others are ones I mark down in my calendar as extraordinary. I feel so accepted by my future in laws and loved and it inspires me to give out that same kind of love and to live a positive attitude life. I'm blessed beyond measure. I can never wait to be back at that house of 20s themed and vintage inspired furniture, silverware, and nick nacks. I can't get over the way their lace curtains flow with the soft breeze of the wind while the fire is going. Such a meek, silly, and loving family that I'm blessed to be a part of.

Banana Pancakes

  Pleasant are the days when you awake and although everything isn't going your way, there's a peace in the atmosphere. The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, a new day has dawned. These are the kind that I remember. 

  Joy comes in the morning. 

7,500 Miles

Separated by time, a barrier of distance.

These memories keeping me company

A close friend during your absence. 

But no one takes your place. 

You're my once in a lifetime, 

you're but a prince, a king, 

a jack of all trades.

And all the best of adventures 

And fairytales dancing brightly in the corners of a snapshot.

A photograph doing your smile far from justice.

But contentment and complacency I've learned.

In every dream, I'm sky high as I count sheep and all the ways that you love me.

My good thoughts towards you are as many as the grain of sand in which you step, 

Return to me.